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Communication is best with words
But what if I do not have anything to say?
What if the sentences you use are fake
And cannot put them together the right way?
What does one do then?
Do you just have to sit in silence?
But it is in silence where the words come
Seeming to attack the stillness with violence.
I know that one cannot help it
Leaving me rambling on about how I think I feel
Anything to avoid that dreadful quiet
Leaving one to talk and talk about things that are not real.
There is difficulty in taking apart each gear, belief, and thought
All in order to try and understand my own mind.
After all, analyzing can indeed be a tedious task
Forever struggling to find answers that I know I will not find